Wednesday, April 15, 2009

its been awhile

ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE I HAD TO VENT BUT DAM IT IS TIME AGAIN...LMAO....WELL OUT OF THE LAST 10 DAYS I HAVE SAW A DR 7 OF THEM. NOTHING TO SERIOUS JUST A BUNCHA MUMBO BS. I AM SICK OF DRS, SICK OF MEDICINE MAKING ME FEEL LIKE A ZOMBIE, AND JUST WANT MY ENERGY BACK. SINCE JAN 1ST I AM ON MY 10TH ROUND OF ANTIBIOTICS AND THEY ARE EATING MY STOMACH UP, THOUGHT THERE IS A BRITE SIDE I AM LOSING WEIGHT FROM NOT BEING ABLE TO KEEP FOOD DOWN. I HAVE LOST 15 POUNDS IN LAST 4 WEEKS, THOUGH I AM SLEEPING 12 TO 16 HOURS A DAY AND I AM ALSO TIRED OF THE BED.
I AM SICK OF THIS DAM RAIN AND BEING COOPED UP IN THIS DAM HOUSE. I HATE WHERE I AM LIVING AND WANT TO MOVE SOUTH TO TENN, TX, OR ANYWHERE AROUND THE GULF OR THE CAROLINAS. I SICK OF THE MOUNTAINS, I NEED SAND AND WATER.
APRIL 29TH WILL BE A YEAR THAT I HAVENT BEEN ABLEN TO WORK. I CANT NOT STAND NOT WORKING, BUT I DO LOVE THE XTRA TIME WITH MY KIDS. I STILL NEED MY TIME FOR MY OWN PIECE OF MIND.
I NEED TO BE AROUND PEOPLE AND FRIENDS WHO I LIKE AND WANT TO BE AROUND. BESIDES MY FAMILY PEOPLE IN WV SUCK ROYAL ASS. THEY ARE ONLY FRIENDS WITH YOU TO GET SOMETHING FROM YOU, IF YOU DONT HAVE WHAT THEY WANT THEY ARE MOOCHING FROM SOMEONE ELSE.
I WANT TO LIVE BACK IN THE COUNTRY I CANT STAND THIS CITY LIFE MUCH LONGER, I LIKE TO LIVE SECLUDED , I MEAN DAM IF I WANT TO TAKE A PIZZ OFF THE FROM PORCH I WANT TO PIZZ OFF MY FRONT PORCH, I HAVE NEVER BEEN ONE TO BE ABLE LIVE LIVE WITH RULES. DAMMIT I NEED MY OWN SPACE TO DO AS I PLEASE. I WANT TO LIVE THE GRIZZLY ADAMS LIFE, I HATE NEIGHBORS.
I MISS MY AMISH FRIENDS IN WISCONSIN, I LOVE THERE SIMPLE WAY OF LIFE.
WOW AM I IN A PIZZED OFF MOOD OR WHAT>>>>HMMMMMM
ON THE LIGHTER SIDE I DO CHERISH THE FRIENDSHIPS THAT ARE BLOSSEMING FROM OLD FRIENDS FROM SCHOOL ON FACEBOOK. SOMEDAYS THEY ARE ALL THAT HELP ME THREW THESE SHITTY DAYS. THANK YOU YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE....I LOVE YA AS A FRIEND OR THE SISTER I NEVER HAD.....YA BETTER KEEP IN TOUCH DAMMIT.
WELL TYIME FOR MY MEDS AND ANOTHER NAP, I GUESS LIFE IS GOOPD AS LONG AS I WAKE UP ON THIS SIDE OF THE DIRT....LMAO
FARON

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