Monday, April 12, 2010

OMG I DIDNT KNOW I HAD BEEN GONE THAT LONG

WOW, LIFE HAS BEEN SO DIFFERENT FOR AND ONE ME SINCE I HAVE LAST BLOGGED....TO START OFF ON A GOOD NOTE....LAST SUMMER I FOUND A GREAT CHURCH AND A WONDERFULL CHURCH FAMILY AND MY WIFE TRACY AND I WERE BAPTIZED ON JULY 19TH 2009. LIFE HAS BEEN SPIRITUALLY GREAT FOR US SINCE THEN FOR UA BUT WE HAVE STILL HAVING SOME MAJOR EMOTIONAL SETBACKS.

THE FIRST WEEEK OF NOVEMBER MY COUSIN WHO IS ONLY 3 MONTHS OLDER THAN ME WHO LIVED IN VIRGINIA BEACH CAUGHT THE N1H1 VIRUS AND LOST HIS FIGHT WITH IT, HE WAS MORE LIKE A BROTHER TO ME. THOUGHT THE LAST FEW YEARS WE HADNT SPENT ALOT OF TIME TOGETHER LOSING HIM WAS A DEVESTATING LOSS TO ME. TO THIS DAY I STILL FIND IT HARD TO COMPREHEND HIM NOT EVER CALLING ME OR GETTING TO HEAR HIM ON THE PHONE WITH THE TONE OF HIS VOICE AND HIS RAW SENCE OF HUMOR...WOW THIS IS SO HARD TO EVEN FINISH...R.IP. CLINT..YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MISSED AND LOVED......DANG NOW I WANT A SNICKERS BAR AND SOME FRENCH FRIES....LOL THATS AN INSIDE THING...LOL WELL THEN LAST MONTH CLINTS MOM , MY AUNT JANE PASSED ON, I WAS DEALING WITH A MAJOR INFECTIONM IN MY LEG AFTER A KNEE SURGURY AND WAS UNABLE TO ATTEND HER FUNERAL. IT WAS HARD TO NOT GET TO SEE HER AGAIN BUT SHE HAD TOLD ME WHEN I LEFT IN NOVEMBER SHE DIDNT WANT TO BE ALIVE NO MORE THAT SHE WAS TIREED OF FIGHTING HER ILLNESSES SO BEFORE I LEFT I SAID MY GOODBYE TO HER AND CRIED BECAUSE SOME REASON I FEALT IT WAS THE LAST TIME I WOULD SEE HER. OMG SHE WAS SO FUNNY TO BE AROUND AND SO EASY TO GET GOING. ME AND CLINT AKLWAYS KNEW WHAT BUTTONS TO PUSH ON HER AND MY MOM AND EVEN MY AUNT SUZY IN TENN ALL THREE OF WHICH WERE SISTERS.. THEY ALL KNEW WHEN ANY OF US BOYS GOT TOGETHER IT WAS GOING TO BE TROUBLE OF SOME KIND DONE OR SAID....LMAO I CANT GO INTO DETAILS CAUSE SOME OF WHICH COULD STILL BE INCRIMINATING....LMAO

WELL THOSE WERE TO MAJOR JOLTS TO ME THIS PAST YEAR BUT MY CHURCH FAMILY HAS BEEN SO AWESOME TO ME AND MY FAMILY. JERRY AND JEAN BOWMAN WHO ARE THE COUPLE WHO CAME KNOCKING ON OUR DOOR AND TALKED TO US ABOUT THEIR CHURCH AND GOT US INTO ATTENDING CHURCH HAS BEEN A MONUMENTAL INSPIRATION TO ME AND TRACY. THEIR DAUGHTER GINA HAS ALSO BECOME A VERY CLOSE FRIEND ALMOST LIKE THE SISTER I NEVER HAD. TRACY AND I FIND IT VERY EASY TO TALK ABOUT ANYTHING WITH HER AND WE BOTH RELATE TO HER ON MANY DIFFERENT LEVELS. SHE HAS BEEN A GREAT ADDITION TO OUR FAMILY AS WELL AS HER SISTER TERRY WHO WE ARE JUST GETTING TO KNOW AS WELL WITH OTHER MEMBERS OF THE CHURCH.

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